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Reality doesnt impress me that much
Its the dreams that i have
That leave me a good touch
And yeah it sucks
That i dont have the luck
To find peace
(with the here and now)
My dreams full of joy But when i wake up
I got nothing
But dissapointments
I need to find a way to deal I want to heal
You know im talking that
Good thrill
The one that gets you up
Makes you wanna go out there
But these days i just cant seem
To find my ways
so baby can you help me Cope with the weight in My neck
Cuz i just cant seem to find What i lack
Feels like a gun in my back
I cant see what i lack
This pain hollowed me
Can you help me cope
Seems like im losing myself I just cant get deeper
Feels like im losing
I can see the reaper
He be staring me down
I cant run
Know i wont be breathing
With the morning sun
Feels like a gun in my back
I can feel the reaper
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Bloodstains
04:13
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Its coming closer
Finally im healing with myself
She helped me clear my way
both felt the weight
That has been dealt
All now that i cant see
Is the nail right hammered thru my chest
Make a falling to ones knees now
But im still trying
with whats left
Calvary just begun
Im leading the herd my way
Looking inside my tomb now
HUr
Blood inside my way
cant see the light of day
Im losing i decay
Strap up the noose
I moved too far away
It follows us closer
Theyre laying down
Nail me down on the cold freezing rails
Only black rain in my sight here
Blood stains
The paths been trickling down
I feel it pouring
The lights calling my way
Only blood dripping on my face
I fell under a spell
cant even look her right down in her eyes
All that we would be could be
now what we had
I’ll lose it
Tonight
Whats life worth in the end?
Every night i conclude i see i just pretend
I fall in eternity
the bloodstains wont ever dissapear
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Forced Abandonment
04:05
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Sanity lost
i cant
These sucked up feelings
I cant get it out of my head
Never i would have shed
In your arms
But i know its because it all
You abandonded me
Was it too fast when she got under
Choking on pills suicide
How the fuck could you have ever dealt
With the trauma that it caused me
The pain you know that you lost me
Guess i could never give you the blame
A depression out to eat your brain
Your lust for life
I’ts lost i know
Pale white there laying in your bed
Took your own life deep in the night
The morning they found you
You sucked the soul right out me
I lost a big part of myself
Compared to what i could been
I woulda rather been on your behalf
Set my foot on the shovel
Ill just dig it myself
Im so lost without you here
Im stuck
Imprisoned in my fears
Now throw the rope out for me
It wont be long for u to hold me
Death the only salvation
I want you now to end this pain
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All these attempts are they vain? I dont know if i should go
With the climax i refrain
Puttin evrything on hold Breezin snow freezes me When i try man
I cant reach the treshold
No figure been set For me to compare to
After all now it seems
I should been right where I left you
free me
Gone with the wind
I left out i been peeled I got skinned
No appeal for me
now watch me hint
To a tragic life it seems destined to be
Theres nothing that touches me Nothings honest
I cant burn with the hottest
All these attempts are they vain? I dont know if i should go
With the climax i refrain
Puttin evrything on hold Breezin snow it freezes me Let me try lamma try
I cant reach the treshold
I cant seem to catch up with the nest
I fly away
i know i got another quest
Fuck the herd
I were born to be heard
No one to care if i leave Shall i kick the dirt?
Pull the wrong move again
Youre five feet under
Dont bother wont pretend
I fly away
Every day i watch em Dont get whats there Im so washed up yeah
I only long for tranquality
Find ease with whats become of me Erggh
What have i become
numb to the world
Mummified in a curl
Never ending universe
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Fed up
cuz she cant give me All i want
is the touch
right there to my soul
Golden dip
i could bathe in it
A thrill i aint man
i had never felt i’d sworeeee
im a slave to the feeling
i want the rush all over again
shakin thru my veins let my spirit be reborn
grip your legs around squeel it out
the sense of new life blowin it all around
and fill up the room with your breath
I gotta heal it all Before my death
a blackened heart cant harmonize
with the beautfiul sight
she makes clear to portray
I fall deep
I drown in her eyes As I lay
Get under my skin And Make me pray
Fed up cuz she cant give
All i want
is the touch
right there to my soul
Golden dip
i could bathe in it
A thrill i aint
i could feel before
im a slave to the feeling
i want the rush all over again
yeah she don’t wanna heal me Is this how it ends
Enslaved by the feelings
These chains on my mind
Ill drown in each tear that will fall from your eyes
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