Sanity lost
i cant
These sucked up feelings
I cant get it out of my head
Never i would have shed
In your arms
But i know its because it all
You abandonded me
Was it too fast when she got under
Choking on pills suicide
How the fuck could you have ever dealt
With the trauma that it caused me
The pain you know that you lost me
Guess i could never give you the blame
A depression out to eat your brain
Your lust for life
I’ts lost i know
Pale white there laying in your bed
Took your own life deep in the night
The morning they found you
You sucked the soul right out me
I lost a big part of myself
Compared to what i could been
I woulda rather been on your behalf
Set my foot on the shovel
Ill just dig it myself
Im so lost without you here
Im stuck
Imprisoned in my fears
Now throw the rope out for me
It wont be long for u to hold me
Death the only salvation
I want you now to end this pain
This wild 35-track all-metal benefit album features Mare Cognitum, Panopticon, and more reinventing songs by Tori Amos & others. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 3, 2020